Just when you think there's no reason for life and you give up on finding someone...(in the words of that one chef guy) BAM! everything changes for you!

I had given up on meeting anyone on eharmony, had the site cancelled and was trying to move on with life. I did have a couple people I was talking to but they didnt seem all that great in the end. Dont get me wrong they were nice and all but I just didnt have that connection with any of them. The site was gone for a few days and I  just decided to go one more month, not sure why just did.

That has been the best decision of my life! There is a girl named Amber that I have started dating and we have both falling hard for the other person. The funny thing is she had given up on the site too and cancelled her subscription as well. So maybe it is like they say when youre really not trying to find love thats when it finds you.

Heres some specs on her:
Amber
Age: 24
Height: 5' 5"
Weight: 120 ish shes very tiny lol
Hair/Eyes: Shoulder length Brown/Hazel
Education: Some college

Something tells me shes going to be the one for me and me for her! We are going to spend the weekend together so I have to get to cleaning the place up!! Wish me luck will be posting a pic of her sometime soon!

I could just kill microsoft after today!!! Ever since that mandatory update last night my computer has been complete shit! My msn messenger wont go off of Away status I cant see when people are online I doubt they are even getting msgs I send! I finally had a chance to talk to Olivia one of my friends on here and she couldnt get a damn thing I was sending her becaues of this shit!

On top of that its been messing up everything else. Since that patch I disconnect all the time from the net, get dropped from my game all the time and my chat programs. I literally have to do everything 3 times because it disconnects all the time when I try to send a mail I get an error and it reboots the entire net on me.

Fucking sakes I tell you why cant they leave it alone if its working fine in the first damn place!! Sorry for the language but god damn Im pissed after the day I had today. Its my only day off and now i dont get another one for a week I was looking forward to a nice relaxing day of chatting and doing whatever I wanted and I keep having to fight with this shit all day to try to fix what didnt need fixing before.

SCREW YOU MICORSOFT!!!

Im going to try doing this every day for accountability and see how that works....actually some days it will be twice a day because I do one at home and one at the gym. My goal is to do a walk every morning for an hour and then at night after work do another walk + weight machines. Im still shooting for a loss of another 50 lbs by December. I want this extra fat gone for the new year dammit!!!!

Date	Duration	Distance	Speed	Incline	Calories	Fat Cal	Weight	Misc
25-Aug-09	56:16:00	3	3.2	4%	434	135	258	Used Ankle Wghts

damn does that end up blurry on here.....

So this is how it feels to get fuck in the ass without lube......not very pleasent. I found a car within the limits my bank set for me and......they denied the loan. Now why would they do that???? WELL, this last winter my current job cut my hours to 7 a week and no one else was hiring in the whole damn city....yes I tried for 4 months in a row....

The funny thing about only working 7 hours a week and still having to buy gas and such....you dont have any money to make a payment on the car loan you have at the time HAHAHA okay so its not funny. So, that car was paid off and its been like 8 months or so since that happened but my credit is down around 600ish which doesnt totally suck but it sucks enough to deny me any help thanks to me being a dumb ass in the past and taking a shit ton of student loans when I really didnt need them.

The bank looks at my "problems" with paying on time and my debt load and says actually we cant finance anything at this time come back in another 6 months or so and we will look at it again.......

SOOOOO heres the funny part....my job finally gives me full time and at a pretty decent wage plus bonuses and I cant get a loan because of the shit they pulled on me in the past. Its enough to make a person want to scream and go postal lol!!!

 

WOOT!!!!! Okay so I go in for an interview and get hired on the spot today!!!  Youre looking at the newest FULL TIME member of a local call center for customer service. Yeah its probably a crappy job but its FULL TIME which my current job has been jerking me around on for 8 months now. It is a bit of a pay cut but still worth it in the end.

IM SOOO EXCITED now I can move forward with life and its awesome!!